Hay mum it was my birthday a few ago it was horrible you not being here well am now old as I turned 40 angie has been so great 2 me mum she has kept her promise 2 u she has been looking after me as I’ve been looking after her aj is getting better as the months are going bye just feels strange as we need u more then anything everything has been happening miss u more than anyone knows love u always my beautiful brave mum who is and always will be my inspiration my hero love u live ria XX XX