Hello mum, I haven’t written anything in a while......it’s bin nearly 2 years since we said our goodbyes..... the pain still remains, missing you gets harder, Ria as bin through a lot, thought I was goin to lose her, couldn’t bare it, needed you then like I still need you now, the day u went away is the day the world ended for me, never thought Id ever feel pain like this, it’s an empty feel that nobody can fill, wish I could see you to know that your ok, love you my mum my best friend, I carry your heart in my heart always. Love ang. Xxxxx