Hey mum, had my catering exam today, I passed, but all I wanted to do is come home and tell you all about it, missing you so much, I hate it, my heart hurts all the time, in the beginning I thought the pain would ease and I would be able to handle it, but the pain is still there and it's worst cos all I want to do is see you, talk to you, I'll always love you mum I miss you everyday, I wish I could see you one last time, my heart is broken mum, I understand the saying now, you don't realise what u have until it's gone, well I had the best mum in the world, love you loads and loads. Xxxx