Hey mum, it was my first weekend off work since u have bin gone, we had our first bbq and then went out for a meal wi the family, it was nice really enjoyed it, but looking around the table and not seeing you sitting there broke my heart, I miss you so much mum, my life will never be the same, am trying to be strong mum, but it’s getting harder as the days pass, u was the one person I looked up to the one person I told everything to, my heart hurts mum, miss you everyday, love u forever. Xxxxxxxx